Never would I ever imagine me saying this, "Today is just Not My Day!".
I often come across statuses or hear my peers proclaiming that it is not their day. I would never even contemplate how that would feel like as I like to look at every obstacle as a nourishment to my personal growth.
However, events of today took a direct curve ball, and I was met with one obstacle after next. At the end of my work shift today, I thought that was just it, and wanted to heave a sigh of relieve. When I got home, I was met with some unpleasant news.
Most people might find it a small issue. I think my 'problem' here is I can take my work really seriously, which is how I conditioned myself these few years. I like working with people who are professional in everything they do, hence am applying that to my own work ethics too. Nevertheless, things slip at times, and least to say, when it is something I did not foresee heading my way, it cracks me up, especially when one situation leads to the other.
Dang! This 'perfectionist' trait ain't working well in times like this. I really don't fancy disappointing people, moreover if it's my employer. Get what I mean?
Irregardless of all the things that happened today, I also crossed paths with some kind-hearted and considerate souls. I ought to focus on such fine occurrences, though mentally, I am pretty messed up right now.
There is this negative aura that I desperately want to get rid of right now. It is pulling me down, imprisoning me in this dark abyss.
I will give myself one night to get over this.
I will wake up anew tomorrow morning and start this week fresh, all over again.
Positive thinking.
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