My Bean Theory Unveiled

Popped by my local library on Monday to print out some work documents (need to get paid!) and came across a book called "Postcards From The Other Side". I thought it was just another one of those psychic books, though my curiosity took over and decided to give it a go, see what the book's about. 

Honestly, I have never been religious. That said, I am very spiritual. It's not something I identify with or have it plastered all over my physical appearance. Just things that I have been doing/thinking subconsciously on a regular basis, but never really placed a finger on it to 'evaluate' my state of mind. If something comes naturally, let it flow.

Comparing myself to who I was when I was in my teens or early twenties (note: 20 and 21), I would say I have taken quite a long journey, nurtured myself with the wealth of knowledge and understanding whilst connecting with the Universe. 

I know people who chase after fortunes, who pen a list of monetary goals in life (eg. nice cars, big house, designer gears, and all that jazz). No doubt, when I was 15 or so, I did have such aspirations (eg. to have a walk-in closet filled with clothes and shoes, designer bags, etc). Somewhere along the way, my perception of life changed. My priorities shifted and I no longer yearn so much for physical things in life. I felt like I need to feed my soul more than ever. And to do so, I need to apply those six characteristic pillars in my life - Trustworthiness, Respect, Responsibility, Fairness, Caring, and Citizenship. Building upon that, to practice daily gratitude, patience, and project kindness.

It was during my final year in university that I realised these new goals in life, when I learnt how to let go of things that are not meant to be (eg. fallout between friends). Then, I conditioned myself and had little success when I have to explain my 'ideology' to people who lead the 'common way of life' - graduate, get a good paying job, start a family, climb up the corporate ladder,... you get my gist. No doubt I have graduated, and I did some soul-searching after that, only to discover that a well-paid job will not necessarily make me happy. Instead, I want to be wealthy in other means. That was when I wrote this story about beans. Well, not exactly, it's metaphorical.

So, back to the book I was reading - did I tell you I love commuting on public transport? Only because it gives me the opportunity to bury my nose in a book. Anyway, I came across this page that might shed a light on the confusion splashed across one's face when I tell them about my 'bean theory'.

I will write more later. I have to hit the sack now. Early morning and long day tomorrow.

xx